Beautiful Imperfection

It’s time for me to let go of what supported me all this while. I can and will stand by myself, and I will excel in what I do. Help will be there, along the way, if I ever needed it. and though the road I am travelling is tough, it will not stop me from trying to go through it, and it will not stop me feeling good when I finally reach the end of that road.

I have reach another stage in my life, though the past will not be forgotten, some of what had happened will not be repeated. Mistakes will leave a scar slowly healing. Lesson learnt will be etched to my cells. and Forgiveness will give me strength to wake up another day.

Laughter and Pain accompany my path, yet my shadow doesn’t leave a trace anywhere near. Bright light will shine from deep within, and guide me to fulfil a legacy prophesied. Love will be the soul of my engine. Love will be the fuel for my life. and Love will be there. steadily growing from within this frail human casing.

Remember that post about ‘The Road Home‘? Well, a character in that story loves this thing called Cinnamon Buns. Wondering how it really was, I decided to make some! and about 2 hours after I was done preparing the ingredients, This is what comes out of it!

OMG! it is the most delicious thing I have ever let my tongue taste! and the fact that the sugar frosting on it DOES looked like fresh cum may have helped on why it taste so good! xD

Honestly though, I didn’t think this would turn out so well, but after it’s done, and I had my first bite, the texture, sweetness, and and probably my pride in having succeeded making them, makes the tasty experience even better!

I would definitely make more of these babies!

When things don’t go well, what would you do? try your best to keep the relationship going perhaps? leave and run away, even though you know you’ll regret it?

Life comes with choices, and this is probably one of the biggest choice I have to make. When you think about it, I made a lot of choices, of trying very hard to be with him, that I caused most of the problems in my own life. I fought with my mother, and eventually, she sorta ‘disowned’ me as her son, sent me back to my father, and well, here I am.

Imagine if I hadn’t met him. a couple months ago, I probably couldn’t think of such a thing, I love him, but if I had to go through all the pain just to have him beside me, loving me for one second and hurting me the next, I definitely can’t do that. So what’s next? I need to make a decision, and stick with it. and my decision right now is to stay away. If you’re reading this, I’m sorry. I never meant to hurt you, or put you in any sort of misery. But I have my own life to take care of now, and I can’t even do a good job at that, I simply can’t take care of you, not now, at least.

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