Morning~

Good morning world!
I haven’t slept all night.. well all night for me, all day for the most of you~ going to have some breakfast soon.. and probably get some sleep~

The picture quality is really bad.. took it with my cell, and there wasn’t enough lighting.. I did my best to make it look presentable, but my photoshop skills has its limits. =S

Spent the night browsing aimlessly, found some good porn~ and lots of nice pictures I liked. Was chatting on MSN for a while, then play some games, then went browsing some more.. it was like I’ve got nothing better to do.. and in actuality, I don’t have anything better to do.. My life feels so boring and grey.. I need to add some colours into my life.. =P

<3

Poem~

This is a poem I really like, ‘cos it kinda shows exactly how I am feeling. I posted this on my Tumblr once, but I’m gonna put it up here again~

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Where are you tonight my love?

What is it that you do?

It’s true my heart is torn apart When I’m not with you

What enchanted thoughts swim through your head? Are any of them of me?

When, my dear, you go to bed Is it my face you see?

Who is honoured with your presence now?

And do they even care?

The thought of you not being admired

Fills me with despair

Do they appreciate your loveliness?

Do they marvel at your splendor?

Do they love to hear your velvet voice?

Do they adore your smile so tender?

If they do not

Then they all are fools and had you been with me

Every day, my love, you’d be a king because that’s what you are to me

I’m at your feet and I come with gifts my body, heart, and soul

They’re yours to do with as you please to command and to control

I give myself with all my heart I’m yours for all of time

Your slave, your queen, your anything only say that you are mine

— Taryn Grace

Yet another new blog..

hmmm, I’m not exactly new to blogging, but am new to wordpress. well I was thinking of using it a couple of months back, but those damned hosting site won’t get my credit cards through for some reasons, and I got tired of phoning them and talking to those tech supports. So I gave up.

Um, yeah, still kinda figuring stuff out here, but once I get the hang of it, then it’ll be great *hopefully*.

Anyways, why not something about me for a start?

I’m 19, turning 20 this coming November. yeah I know, I’m old.. but what the hell.. That’s the draw back of being alive.. I was born in Indonesia, but has been living great in many places, like Singapore, Hongkong, Shanghai, London, Beijing, Perth, etc.. Some merely a couple of months, and some a few years. So I always consider myself as a citizen of the world. I don’t have a place I can call “Home” except for where ever I am at the moment, and of course, where my ‘Baby’ is.. tell you about that next time~

I wanna go into the entertainment industry, I used to do some modelling before, but I got fat! haha.. Thanks to all the fine food and booze. Well, in essence, I’m your average 19 years old gay boy.. just maybe a little different than expected. =D

Well, I hope to keep you, as my readers interested as I (will) continue to write this blog. *wish me luck* =P

-Jx