Beautiful Imperfection

…that it would be easy for me…

Sometimes I dream that everything would be as how it used to be. Remember those times, before the hostility, before the pain, before the heart ache?

those days where we would hold our hands together, and wishing the night would never end? those times where I would look up into your eyes and know you would save my soul from the eternal fire? the times where I would honestly close my eyes and wish to the stars above to grant me ONE wish, which is to stop time and let everything stay as it was right then?

but alas.. all of those dreams didn’t come true, life got the best of us, breaking and shattering the dreams I had, slapping me to make me realize the cold hard reality that is our everyday life. well, I wished that I could turn back time now, and change oh so many things in the past.

no. I did not regret anything I’ve done.. just that I thought things would be better had I not made some of the choices I made back then. that I would not be the person suffering all this pain right now. Just if…………