Beautiful Imperfection

In many ways, I’ve been feeling a lot better. It would seemed that everything around my life has made its slow turn for the better, and in a way takes me out of my depression. Although it is still a part of an ongoing progress, I couldn’t help but feeling totally positive about what the near future has for me.

I missed the life I used to have, the friends who used to share in my pain and happiness, the day to day life lived in blissful ignorance and joy. but all of us have to grow up, and this is the time for me.. In about two weeks I’ll turn 20, and I guess I’m not a child anymore. I need to start thinking about what I want to do with my life. though I dreaded the day I no longer qualify as a “teenager” but in my heart, and the only lie I would tell you, is that I am 17 years old. =3

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